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i cry alone regreting everything
yet still i feel responsible
their pain and mine
his tears fill me with joy and i don't understand
how can i feel that at his unhappiness
he doesn't deserve anything! but he's only 6
i don't know what to do
i don't know how to cope
i just need time don't yell at me
you're steeling my cruch
you're ripping my faith out from under me
how can you do this to me
i'm sorry what did i do wrong?
is it how i act?
is it that i'm smart?
is it how i remind you of your past?
i'm sorry i can't do this any more
i can't show you my kindness anymore
you're ripping me apart your steeling my sanity
i can't be who you want
yet i still have to rely on you
i don't want to bother you anymore
i don't want to ask you for things
but i have to their is no other way
i'm sorry i'm a burden
i'm sorry i can't be who you want
but this is me you should be happy
why aren't you happy for me?
how can you treat me like that?!
how can you act like a high schooler!
how can you just mess with me for her approval!!
i hope you get what you want
then when i'm successful you look at me
and see
that everything you've done to me
everything that you did to me
everything that i say
is not what you remember
not how you wanted it
you'll look at me and say
"i never taught her that"
and i'll say
to the public
"thanks to my father, he has taught me to fend on my own. His lack of being their has taught me the most important thing in life...never trust anyone, never let anyone see your true ambitions. never give you heart away whole. Never fully trust"
 lunarkitsune16 · Tue Jun 12, 2007 @ 03:24am · 0 Comments |
