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i just realized that my life is boring and that its pretty pathetic. and lately i've become depressed without knowing it. everything i've been doin that seemed like fun was in fact affection toward my depression in rl. it was fun but when i look back at it, it wasn't all that fun. i think life has more things instore for everyone and you shouldn't let things get you down. the things you do more over and over again will lead you to depression unless its somethin that helps you get away from reality. lately it hasn't been helpin me excape from reality but i still come cause all of my friends come here to chat and talk amoung other friends. if you all think this is a joke then you are highly mistakin. everything happens for a reason and it has it consequences just hope you realize them before its too late. don't let things like enemies and other bs that will get in your think of the good things that happen from them. you can always say atleast i'm not you by the end of the day. or o that just happened today so i shouldn't worry about it. but if it does get to you let me know cause my greatest joy in life so far is helpin others in need of my assistance. well its one of my greatest joys. *^_~ at a certain someone* they know who they are. hehe. well i'm feelin better bout everythin right about now