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i'm writing this cuz i feel like it...

I woke up and went to the bathroom to wash my face. i saw a girl withy dark brown hair and black eyes staring back at me through the mirror. everything was the same everyday. i went outside and passe shino's house. strange, how i didn't know a thing about him and i had been livung next to him for 13 yrs.
"Watch it!" someone yelled and i fell to the ground. i looked up and saw shino pichking himself up.
"O-oh....sorry Shi--" he walked off.
"Hey!" i yelled "it's not nice to walk off while someone is apologising to you!!!!"
"Well it's not nice to knock someone down" he replied. i followed him all day (except the bathroom). he turned around to face me. it was near dusk.
"What do you want from me?!??!?!?!" he yelled.
"I wanna know more about u so can you tell me something?" i said.
he grabbed my shirt, pulled me closer, and kissed me.
"there" he said "now you know about me" and he walked off.

I got hime and found a note attached to my door.
Sorry about earlier...i had to think of something...Shino

shino and i began going out. then one day,three months later, he asked to talk to me later that day at his house.
maybe i didn't show me love enough...i ran to the store to buy him a gift. later i came to his house.
"Hi, love!" i said.
"hey..." he said.
I sat down "what do you wanna tell me?"
"I'm leaving"
"leaving konoha?" i asked
"no...leaving you...i can't tell you how i feel even if i searched the ends of the earth...i'm sorry Emmi..."
I felt my heart shatter into a million unfixable pieces. i got up and threw my present at him
"I bought this for you to show my love but oh well!!! take it!!!" then i slammed the door.
shino picked up the present. it was a locket with the painful words i love you and forever be my true love

every time i pass his house i feel my heart break again. i never loved another.