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Well, Today was a pretty good day i have to say.
well....excpet this morning.
this morning i still had a stratchy voice but it was getting better.
And then i got on the bus and we all BARELY talked! As usual....but i felt like something was wrong.
Andrew never said, wow...it got real quiet. or anything...all he did was look out the window.
i got nervous...real nervous.
I felt my heart was in knots ALLLLLL day pretty much.
But it got better.
well, at lunch and 5th hour we went outside to have a solar cooker thing.
it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much fun!
We got to hang with our friends and such.
I got to hang with Andrew and his friends.
That time...i didn't feel ignored or anything.
I felt pretty much happy.
Ever since then i didn't feel as ignored or anything and i got a bit better.
OH!
I had the WORST dream last night!
It was just....just HORRIBLE!
Well, I had a dream that Andrew, Megan, and me went to a dinner place or something.
i was sitting next to Megan as Andrew was sitting across from us.
Andrew and Megan were talking to eachother.
AND COMPLETELY IGNORING ME!!!
They didn't even LOOK at me!
I DIDN'T EVEN EXIST!
Then Andrew leaned over to Megan and whispered that he was cheating on me with someone else.
I heard.
Once we then got out of there Andrew looked over to me and asked if i was alright.
NOW knowing that i was there and not knowing that i heard.
I looked at him and ran out crying.
I hated that dream....i didn't like it at all.
And meganif you read this....don't feel offened alright?
you were just randomly in my dream....so was Nick. SP
When i ran out Nick came over and asked what was wrong and such.
but yea...that was pretty much my day.
BYE!
Captian Noya pirate