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I got bored after I got out of the shower so I started thinking. Very dangerous. The thought process was acctually started by my father. We were talking about my boyfriend. I expressed my desire to go to him and his desire for me to be there with him. Father smiled and was like "Uh huh I know why he wants you there..." Made me a little irratated, but unlike a lot of people who will not be named, he did not say things like "Oh but he is probably a 40 year old *****!" Oh by the way...that comment those people make pushes me to the boundries of my rage, which lucky for who ever is near me at that point in time, I bury inside...deep inside. Why expressdark emotions that cause harm and hurt your mental health?

Anyways father startled me when I was sprawled out on the floor half asleep and in my normal pain. He said "If your mother and I sell the house in Washington I will have to repaint and redo the kitchen so I will go up there for that." He paused briefly and asked "Where does he live again?" So I told him and he said the words that sent me on a nice mini happy trail. He said "Well if we do sell the Washington house we may go on a road trip and bring you to where he is."

Was so happy about that, until he nearly put me to work -_-.