• Ok , for a long time now , i didnt know wat to say , wat to do . i didnt know how to start , how to even approach u . i know the time is late , the chance is gone , but it feels like it was yesterday that u went and was gone . i've been working on this message ever since that day cuz i rlly didnt know wat i say . but now i see the dam that has been done , it has ripped us apart n won n now after all this time i finally had the mind to say wat i do know . i was looking for solutions but i was walking in the dark , i used to be the one who took the pain away , but back then i was saying all the things i thought i would never say . Im aware of the history we made , hoping that it wouldnt just fade .now im sitting here with this empty page , but i now i see i must bird out the cage and say , im sorry that i made u cry , im srry it wasnt right . but sadly seriously it made a pain in my heart . im srry i wasnt there for u , im srry for wat i didnt do , but al the good times was for u . i cant picture ur face this like wow , i have the nerve to come to u say it now ? i look at the past and thinking y i didnt last . our future was so bright , but its clearly out of focus , out of sight . Now u dont have to listen thought but imma to ask to listen to wat i do know . Im srry wat i couldnt be , im srry that i couldnt see , that uu was the best thing for me. im srry that i wasnt smart , im sry i didnt take care of ur heart , but it would help me most if we could take it back from the start . im srry that i wont be , im srry that i couldnt be , could be the one u call ur own . so believe me wen i say this wasn't planed just try to understand that i care enough to let u go, im not asking for much , and i wouldnt become less of me to get mad , but wat im asking is for forgivenness