• I’m always the one expecting more
    Always the one in doubt
    Always hoping for the sun
    Like a fool waiting for rain in a drought
    He pretends to feel deeply
    He pretends to care a bit
    But when the tough times come
    He’s the first one to quit

    I want to believe in him
    To trust him without a doubt
    But every time I get thus far
    My mind becomes a cloud

    Does he know how easily I hurt?
    Does he even understand my pain?
    He swears he will never hurt me
    Yet he continues to do the same

    I thought about leaving
    And saying the impossible goodbye
    But every time I start to pack
    It feels as If I’d die
    Does he even know my sorrow?
    When he calls and I refuse to speak
    I guess I’ll have to endure
    And pretend I’m the QUEEN B.....

    Never will he see me cry
    Not even a single tear
    Ill brace and bear
    And pretend not to care
    For if knowing is power
    I’ll make him weak...
    FOREVER!!!!