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Lies and pain, clouds and rain, the truth is a lie, the truth is a lie, home is not home, just a house, here is not where I wanna be, a wannabe, always telling lies, no truth can be found in her eyes, stuck with condescending smiles, and patronizing giggles, and sarcastic hugs, no happiness in the house of untruth, with sadness from friends as they wave tearful goodbyes, if only they knew, if only she could tell them the truth, but, instead, she would leave them, for she couldn't stand to see them mad at her, so she runs, she runs from the hate, and from the lies, the tears, and abuse, but also from the love, the happiness, and the care her friends give to her, friends, they are her family, whereas her relatives may as well not exist, to her they don't, they lie, they hate, they steal, they cheat her, if only they knew, if only it were clear to them, that she were capable of much more than she led on, she said she was weak and stupid, couldn't do anything, could never hurt anyone or stand up for herself, if only they knew, if only they knew...
The truth is, she lied...

- Title: If Only They Knew
- Artist: Gello94
- Description: "If Only They Knew" by A.D. is about me. It's about how much I've been through and how difficult it is to stay alive. But it's made easier by my friends. They are my REAL family... They take care of me and I would rather live with them than my abusive parents... But it's gonna take some time before I can do that. I hate it when people lie to me. It's not the lie itself that bothers me, it's the fact that they believe I'm not worth the truth. And that's not okay.
- Date: 11/09/2010
- Tags: lies hate pain abuse love
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- Kaylea le Loup - 12/24/2010
- Your right lieing is not okay. But your expierences have lead you to right such a meaningful piece. Its well done jst keep practicing
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