• I Find Very Little to be happy about anymore. Infact I find Almost nothing to look forward too, Life seems to find away to screw me over everytime. I used to look forward to things, I used to have hopes for things, and Best of all I used to care so damn much about things I’d cry myself to sleep. Over Time I find myself caring less and less, I can’t Find any thing honestly worth crying over, or anything worth Getting excited over. Maybe perhaps the let downs have piled up into the mass majority of my life recently. I find myself losing friends, and I find myself losing alot. I used to enjoy texting and I used to enjoy phone calls from friends. I used to enjoying walking the dog and… I used to enjoy getting up every morning. Now everything seems like a constant effort to just keep going.

    I miss you all greatly