• He was gone but now he is found
    I thought the pain would be gone
    But the painful pang of heart break remains...
    why does the pain stay,
    here to stain my heart with bitter beets and ever painful scars...
    every beet is like he is gone again, but still he is here in my eyes...
    he is here and i know it...but now i feel like i dont know him...
    out hearts have grown distant,
    i am thinking if my heart stops so will the pain,
    i protest so, though i cant shake the thought...
    im sick of saying that it will all be alright someday....
    im tired of trying to find my forever place....
    each step i take comes with a price
    every time i find a hold something happens...
    im tired of this, the everyday strugle...
    i cant take the pain for much longer...
    all the time i try to find an excuse to stay,
    but the day will come when my well runs dry,
    i cant pretend anymore that its going to turn out ok...
    every step of the way i am set back, every two steps i take i am forced one step back....i tire of this fight, my heart cant take the pain....the day is soon were i cant fight any longer, i just hope the day isnt too close...