• why is it so hard to tell you
    that i don't want to live any more
    shall i always be the one to cry silently
    tears roll down my cheeck

    when will i be happy
    when will my pain ever end
    i try so hard for you to love
    why oh why do i try

    i sit here in my darkness
    it shadows my vision
    i want to know why
    i have to try to save my life

    when will it end
    when will i die
    what will happen if i did

    you take my hand
    place it on your heart
    though it does not beat
    you said that your heart is only for me

    i want to know why i feel so different now
    now that i know
    now that i know that i am loved.

    your non beating heart is what keeps me alive
    your are apart my life now
    i will try to be myself and be with you

    now that i know
    now that i know
    that i am yours

    i fall to my knees
    for what i have done
    you are gone.
    that one little thing
    that happen so long ago

    why now
    why here
    why is it happening to me

    i will surrend to the darkness
    i will not keep my life not that i want to

    when will i ever see you again.
    please come back
    i will die with out you here
    with me