• When I fall down. I Drift into the endless waters. The cold grinding against my pale, hard skin. My eyes are awake. Alert. But i am not seeing anything. I cant see anything. But only because your face is all i see. I am blinded. Light. that is all i sense.
    In these waters, i am being tossed around as if i am a rag doll. I see you. Floating under the waters with me. Your eyes are closed. Your arms and legs are limp. I miss you suddenly. I am shouting. "COME BACK....PLEASE...COME BACK" But nothing comes out of my mouth. These frigid waters stop the words from forming around my lips. I am crying. But its unnoticeable. My warm tears are mixed with the salty water. You seem as if you could be a dream. I am afraid. Afraid that i might be alone in this torture. I reach out for your long fingers. I stretch as fall as i can. While wincing, i keep stretching. I can not give up, so i do not. My hand slides through yours. I wont die alone. So we will die alone together. Our love is bonded by our intertwined fingers.
    I finally close my eyes. Sick of holding in my breath. You are already gone. But i still feel the warmth of your hand. pulling close to you, tears run down my blue cheeks.
    my mind slips. I let myself slip away from the pain. So much can happen in 56 seconds. But this love is strong always. And always is something that only takes a second.

    ~ Selin