• I'm sick of this pain,
    I'm sick of this crying.
    I'm forcing a smile,
    I'm so sick of trying.

    You left me here,
    You knew the mess you'd leave behind.
    You left me with a failing heart,
    You left me here to die.

    You left me with no other hopes,
    No other way to live.
    You put me through withdrawal,
    I lack the drug just you can give.

    You tore a hole so big,
    That stitches cannot close it up.
    I can only cry and bleed so much,
    But it'll never be enough.

    You left me with no way to heal,
    You killed me with hurt I can't conceal.
    I wish I could wake from this awful dream,
    Everyday I wake and hope this isn't real.

    You promised me forever,
    You PROMISED I'd never feel this hurt.
    You SWORE to me that you loved me,
    And that that would never change.

    Was I naiive to believe you,
    Did I overestimate what you felt for me?
    Or do I really deserve this,
    Was I really never good enough?

    You killed me in ways you'll never understand,
    YOU MADE ME SCREAM AND BEG FOR DEATH WHEN YOU LET GO MY HAND.

    You know i'd take you back the second you changed your mind.
    I'm tied up and i'm chained in promises you made to me.

    But my heart will always be yours, no matter what I do.
    You'll always have me bound despite the hell you put me through.


    And if you see this, and you wonder;
    Will she ever be the same?
    Will she ever have a peaceful sleep,
    And not wake screaming my name?
    Will she ever wear that same smile,
    The one I gave to her?
    Will her eyes ever be quite the same,
    Will they ever light up again?
    Will she ever look happy as she did,
    When she held my hand?
    Will she ever want to love again,
    The way that she loved me?
    Will she ever want to live again,
    The way she lived for me?
    Will she ever feel the happiness,
    That I put in her eyes?
    Will she ever trust another,
    With the faith she put in me?
    Can I ever look at her,
    And see that she's truly happy?

    The answer is no.

    You know the only thing that can fix this,
    The only thing that can make me heal.
    You're the only morphine strong enough,
    To kill the pain I feel.