Suicide

• Artist: namedlm
• Description: yeah i know it's not my best, but i got this idea from one of my friends at school who always got bullied and one day i never saw her again...plz comment and rate to help STOP BULLYING!
• Date: 07/26/2009
• Tags: bullying pain cutting death sorrow

Blood, blood, on the floor
Staining the earth forever more
Shed for pain, and shed for lies
Shed for love while others cry

Crimson streams flow down my wrists
Their color beginning to stain my lips
I know this time I've gone to far
As I lay here under the stars

My body's sprawled out in the mud
I can not stop the flow of blood
Clutched in my hand is a cold, cruel knife
This night I chose to end my life

How could they do this? Be so cruel
As if hurting me made them cool
Everyday, they'd be back for more
Their cruelty shaking me to my core

It's hard to live life when you're always afraid
Soon that pain they gave became something I craved
That was the day I took my first blade
The cuts on my arm, something I daily made

How could they hurt me if I hurt myself first?
This was my way I would end their cruel curse
I knew deep down this would only hurt me
But for the first time in awhile I truly felt free

But their fists were something I couldn't escape
They gaged me, hit me, and bound me with tape
No one saw me or heard my cries that night
They punched me, and tortured me far out of sight

Hours later, I sat alone and knew I had lost
They'd chosen to hurt me and now I'd pay the cast
That's when the thought rushed to my brain
I ran to the park as it started to rain

I took out my knife, and slit both of my wrists
I knew what I was doing! I just wanted to end this!
They couldn't hurt me if I hurt myself first
So with two more cuts I would end this curse

Right now the blood will not stop flowing
I see the darkness around me growing
A tear slowly slips down my cheek
I couldn't move. I felt so weak

I knew now that this was the end
They couldn't hurt me ever again
I closed my eyes and took my last breathe
I was free now, so I spread my wings and left

Blood, blood, on the floor
Staining the earth forever more
Shed for pain, and shed for lies
Shed for love while I die

Comments

[Skye Dance]

crying crying crying crying crying crying

[Slammer_J]

Uhh I'm not a bully, but I'd be happy to beat a few up for ya! biggrin just saying! Great poem btw biggrin

[Full Moon-Stars]

Wow, I have felt like this, but not from bullies.... stare although they are just as bad. crying

[Lady Chickie]

OMG I hope every bully here reads this...if only they knew the damage that they really do, and why? They look like idiots to the rest of the world when they bully...why...why? This was just a fantastic expression, kudo's to you my friend. heart crying

[Lady of Leisure]

I am proud to call you my Sister heart Excellent as usual Sis 3nodding

[Silent Lonely Angel]

thanks to this poem i will from here on out give up my bulling ways :nods:

[Emo X- Shino -X]

crying so... sad... 5/5