• I try to empty my pain into you so then you come crying and I'll be the shoulder you rely on.

    Now though tears turn to blood and I drag your leftovers through the mud and don’t cry with me.

    You close all paths from the world to you while you stay in in the darkness with clouded thoughts.

    "Who to trust, who to kill, who to lust whys the world not working for me anymore and I became the lure to piranhas."

    I look and don’t find you in this house of silence, but in my misery I hear you calling, her.

    Mistaken by my screams you run to her, enough I love you and more I do the less I see in a life we could have.

    Though this isn’t the first you scratched me I stay and ask "why am I here, waiting for him?"

    He goes to her, it's more fun, with her, he's number one, and with her you even found interest in others.

    All like me but none were ever me what am I then a frustration, a failure, a defeat all equal a disappointment.