• dearest love
    i hope this measage makes you quiver
    my endless painfull thoughts drift with pain
    endlessly
    you steal my soul
    these words secretly show me crying for help
    i melt in the fantasies of my mind
    that me and you would be together forever
    and that would nevr change.
    you make me cry
    you make me die
    inside....
    i need you.
    the last letter i wrote to u...
    were they enough?
    was it enough to show you?
    soooo now its me again. are u even a little concerned?
    your beauti kills.
    you need me as a friend...
    but we can nevr be that way...
    i dont want to die.
    how do u say things like that. im in my room.
    i cant fell my legs.
    i cant fell them
    and worse... i cant even cry.
    if this meassage evr reaches you
    illasume you dont care.
    now i see you ded.
    the blood poors from the heart of yours.
    i laugh.
    i needed you.
    u want me ded
    the last three words on my tomb stone.... i love you
    the last three letters WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!