Lost my Luster.

• Artist: Zen Bassist
• Description: So, I actually just opened up this page and decided to write this in one go. No spellcheck or proofread, I'm sending it out when I feel it's done.
  
  So this is about my Ex-Girlfriend(Duh) and how when I started going out with my current girlfriend I still felt connected to this ex. I've since wondered about what the feeling was, but after a lot of blood, sweat, and napless days I decided on lust.
• Date: 06/01/2009
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I thought we were through,
I couldn't deal with your s**t,
somehow I got to that stage,
That life changing place,
That state of mind,
Out in the open,
With lights that blind,
You told me you still loved me,
I tried to say it back,
Is that feeling all I lack?
Did I ever care?
Did I ever love?
Or did I love being with you?
Love ******** ruining my life?
Glad I didn't try and make you my wife.

Now that I've found someone else,
Can you just shut up?
I keep telling myself that you're just a ********.
But I can't stop feeling,
That lust that was there,
Can I just one my time,
Run my fingers through your hair?