• Sick of trying
    Sick of crying
    Just dying
    On the inside
    Trying to make it
    Through this life
    Someday maybe
    Ill get through it
    But maybe
    I mite give up
    And take my life
    Thinking of you
    Wanting you
    Not able to have you
    Do you even know
    What it’s like
    To want something
    To want someone
    To try to let them know
    But their so clueless
    Your efforts are wasted unnoticed
    And they never know
    Never care
    Never learn
    Never want you
    No matter what
    You can’t just say
    I love you
    Will you be mine?
    Just mine?
    Do you love me?
    Do you care about me?
    Because your so scared
    So scared they’ll say no
    And then
    Your friendship
    is no more
    Over with
    Nonexistent
    And then
    You don’t know
    What to do
    To get through it
    So you grab that gun
    And put it to
    Your forehead
    Pull the trigger
    And BAM
    You’re no longer here
    No longer crying
    No longer trying
    And happy once again.