• HEART DROPS
    POEMS OF A BROKEN HEART

    PAOLA GABRIELA ZARAGOZA CARDENALES
    1/1/2000


    These poems were made by PAOLA GABRIELA ZARAGOZA CARDENALES. PLEASE DON NOT COPY, USE AS YOUR OWN CREATIONS, MODIFY, OR DO PLAGARISM TO THEM. THESE DOCUMENTS ARE MY PROPERTY THEREFORE THEY HACE COPYRIGHT ©2000. You may recite and quote and use in any situation as long as you mention that it’s made by ME.










    Table of Contents
    Envy on me 2
    I long for 3
    It never ends 4
    Lonely star 5
    Lonely star part 2: taking over me 6
    Never ending time 7
    Religioso (THIS POEM IS NOT MINE) 8
    Todavia (THIS POEM IS NOT MINE) 9
    When we saw ourselves again 10
    When we see ourselves again 11
    Lonely star part 3: it is time 12
    As here so elsewhere 13

    Envy on me

    You hate me
    You envy me
    You try to beat me
    But no nothing will stop me
    Nothing
    You try to take away my friends
    To just be like me
    Talk like me
    Walk like me
    But no I’m unique
    I may be smatter than you
    Skinnier than you
    Prettier then you
    But don’t ever have envy on me
    Don’t have shame on yourself
    I don’t hate you or anyone else
    You don’t have to buy things
    To be better than me
    Just be yourself
    Like I did
    That why boys treat me better
    And you are left behind
    But no I don’t leave you
    I am your friend
    Don’t hate me
    And please don’t have envy on me.
    I long for

    When it is time to end the beginning of everything, some thing or some one leaves all of the created behind. Friends have disappeared one by one. The dream that a live in is dieing slowly, a part of me is in complete darkness. I which that this part of me could be back to greet me and complete my lonesome. That I hope it will come soon enough. My life is more silent than ever, with out the things that I used to say, see, and interpret. Slowly I wonder if my life is better like this and I can stop dueling on the past. The past that I long for to forget it one day or another. Sometimes I also wonder if my dream world is turning into a nightmare, if my bitterness is gone. I see in my beautiful nightmare gardens dieing, stars fading slowly, and the world that I live and was born is becoming dark. I am becoming weak, but I try to stay strong and not cry. My life is so religious now that I thank, pray, and speak to god about everything even this that I can’t express to other people that don’t understand, the only one that now I say my worries is to god. I thank him for paying attention to all the things I do. I just know that for all the hard work I’m doing to be myself, he in the sky watches over me. I won’t worry any more of silly things because when I have a big problem I say “please god give me strength to carry one the things that I long for to do” he gratefully gives what I please for. He at least tells me that soon things will go to normal and I will be happier that ever before. I’m patient, but I hope it will come soon. You ask why I talk like so, I have become a new person by going to church every Sunday to feed my soul; then I feed my stomach.
























    It never ends
    Wars are never ending
    Realize that I now fight with my own
    Friends
    I thought that this war was over
    My friends turn away from my presence
    They are listening to the enemy
    They try to fight me but,
    They realize they can’t bring me down
    No matter what they do
    No matter what they say
    The war will never end and they will never bring me down
    I shall try to walk away from the thing that the say
    They always try to invent something to try to keep me way from them
    They try to keep me lonely, to change they way I am
    But no they can’t, for there own will and sake
    They can’t with all they force that they may use
    To try to bring me down, to take me over and to keep me like this
    So I let go of those days that they treat me so bad
    I try to stand up for myself
    And try to be my self
    But I I’m stronger know I can withstand there insults
    And they know clearly
    That they can’t bring me down
    *Try it see what happens.





















    Lonely star

    I’m a lonely star lost in space
    I’m as lonely as a bird without a home
    When your last words run throw my mind I fall and cry
    I just can’t get you out of my mind
    I’m as lonely as a rose with no garden
    I’m a star with no galaxy
    I have words that I wish you could understand
    But you just ignore me and never come back
    I just know you’ll never understand
    That my heart cries of feelings that I don’t have
    But I will say these final words
    I will always be a lonely star
    I’ll always be a bird with only dreams to watch
    And I just guard time with no live
    When you’re gone I have to cry
    But there no solution to this
    So I will just say from the bottom of my lonely heart
    That I will love you when you’re GONE.


























    Lonely star part 2: taking over me

    Thank God the war is over
    And now I have a new future
    I have you
    But you mock me
    And you take over me
    I’m not lonely anymore
    I don’t have to stand guard at time
    And now I have a home
    I have a garden
    A galaxy to stay
    My heart doesn’t cries anymore
    My words are clear to you now
    You don’t turn me back and you’re my friend
    My wounds are healed
    My heart is not lonely anymore
    It’s not broken because you fixed it
    I thank you
    But you still take over me
    Still mock my life
    But you have companioned me
    And you love me
    I get afraid and betray you
    I’m sorry I made you cry
    But you made me cry too
    Let us stop and let the tears faint
    Don’t let sadness
    Take over
    I know it is hard, it will pass
    But still remember from the bottom of my heart
    That I love you
    You may think it’s a joke
    But no I love you
    As a really good friend
    Dry your tears
    The war is over;
    And you have ME.








    Never ending time

    As life gets older time passes by
    I get older by the time
    I’m always there and everywhere
    In a memory; in every place you go I’m there
    If time gets old, I’ll be still in your heart and soul
    You’ll never forget nor time
    I will keep on singing like if it was a rhyme
    I just don’t seem to count time
    I’ll always chase you no matter what
    And I can’t even change time
    So I say goodbye to the rose petal of time
    Time is josh a hard thing to forget and that’s what I want you to do
    Remember me like time I’ll always be around time
    I just hope time never ends so I can see you’re face again
    Just believe in hope and I’ll come back for you
    Only you in never ending TIME.


































    Religioso (THIS POEM IS NOT MINE)

    Señor, haciendo derroche
    de tu gracia, siempre amando
    tu presencia va aumentando
    la belleza de la noche,
    la luna, que es como un broche
    de esmerado azul turquí
    alumbra de carmesí
    a la inmensa lejanía
    y tu espiritu nos guía
    cual un faro desde allí.

    Entre ese tono pintado
    que domina el horizonte
    estás mi Dios en el monte
    y en los frutos que has creado,
    en la tierra, en el arado
    en los ríos y praderas
    en las notas plañideras
    que nos dejan las vertientes
    cuando en sus noches silentes
    reciben la primavera.

    Señor, mi espíritu goza
    y el seguirte es mi destino
    por laderas y caminos
    en jornadas luminosas,
    viendo tu obra milagrosa
    elevo a ti mi oración
    en esta humilde canción
    que en mi guitarra se asoma
    cuando viertes con tu aroma
    ternura en mi corazón























    Todavia (THIS POEM IS NOT MINE)

    Como el humo en el aire se evapora
    y las nubes se pierden en el cielo
    como la ola en el mar desaparece...
    como las hojas que se lleva el viento
    como los días se pierden en las noches
    y las noches se pierden en los días...
    perdí tu amor...pero yo, te sigo queriendo todavía

    Como se pierde el aroma de las flores
    y la lluvia en el mar se desvanece...
    como pierde el perfume la fragancia
    y el eco se pierde en la distancia...
    Como el día se pierde entre las noches
    y las noches se pierden en los días...
    perdí tu amor...Pero yo, te sigo queriendo todavía

    Como el Arco Iris palidece
    y pierde la vista el cauce de los ríos...
    como el fuego se reduce a sus cenizas
    y el furor de la tormenta se amilana...
    como pierde la nieve la sensación del frío
    y muere en la tarde la mañana
    parece que han muerto tu corazón y el mío.

    Como el ave que abandona el nido
    y el viento en el árbol le destruye...
    como la estrella que vaga o que huye
    pero que del firmamento se desprende
    como hay cosas que la gente no comprende
    como se pierde el día en los brazos de la noche
    y la noche en brazos de los días...
    perdí tu amor...pero yo, te sigo queriendo todavía

    Como se seca la humedad de un beso
    y se evapora una gota de rocío...
    como se marchita un embeleso,
    y se turbian las aguas de los ríos...
    como el ave que vive atormentada
    bajo el ojo tenaz del cazador,
    como se pierde en el vacío la mirada
    y todas las cosas se reducen a la nada...
    como el día se pierde entre la noche
    y la noches se pierden en los días,
    perdí tu amor...pero yo, te sigo queriendo todavía


    When we saw ourselves again

    That day I will never forget
    When we saw that we grew
    I’m prettier and skinnier
    You stayed the same!
    What happened don’t you remember
    That everyone has to move on
    And change the future for the good cause
    I am happy because you saw me different
    I saw you more mature and friendly
    You don’t seem to remember me the way you used to
    We were friends, I still wonder if we are
    I wonder if you still say my last name
    I wonder why you’re afraid of calling me
    Wonder why I can’t see you any more
    Why my life is just fine without you
    You have someone to watch out for
    Always beside you, always there when you are afraid
    Don’t worry about me, because I’m not afraid
    I don’t need your company
    I’m lonely anymore, with the friends that I have
    With the life I have and you won’t hear me
    Saying that I miss you, saying that I’m not there for you
    Saying that I want to hear your voice again
    And we still can be friends
    By keeping this promise
    That we will see ourselves again


















    When we see ourselves again

    I just hope to see once more, I just can’t wait anymore
    I’m getting so lonely without you; I’m nothing you can tell
    I’m nothing you can imagine
    I fell so alone and I resist from crying
    I resist the pain that you’re gone
    I have to see you once more
    I can’t miss you any more
    Just call me; just see me once more
    I just can’t help it anymore
    But when I see you again
    I break up and cry of joy and happiness
    I just hope you just believe me
    That when I say I miss you I’m not joking
    I’m serious; but when I find myself alone
    I just can’t be without you
    I just can’t live without you
    I just find myself lost in darkness and see the morning light
    For you; just looking for you; just searching for a solution
    But when I ask you to call me you don’t answer
    I miss you like the sun misses the flower in depths of winter
    But believe me I shall be guided by hope
    And hope will help me find you
    In this daring nightmare that I have
    I will find you until the day I pass
    And I shall keep the promise we made that we shall
    See ourselves again
    No matter what happens you will be there for me and I’ll be there for you
    No matter what we will see ourselves AGAIN.
















    Lonely star part 3: it is time

    It's time to end this thing
    to end all nightmares,
    to end all fights

    It's time to make the world calm again,
    liberty
    freedom
    happiness

    It will soon roam in my kingdom of dreams,
    don't be afraid.
    Let all come, let the sun shine again.
    Again i shall not be afraid of my own
    life

    Life, it's time to grow sky high,
    birds
    flowers
    stars

    Roam again in my universe,
    it's time.

    So please come,
    until it is time to say
    The end


















    As here so elsewhere

    As here so elsewhere I'll be in the sky
    As here so elsewhere I’ll be among the stars and the moon
    As here so elsewhere I’ll be flying around in a deep shallow
    Dream

    As here so elsewhere I'll be a memory that is never forgotten
    As here so elsewhere I'll be a butterfly next to a rose
    As here so elsewhere I'll be anything you dream as long as you
    Believe

    As here so elsewhere I will be your dream come true.