• Blood, Tears, Broken dreams. A childhood with no light of God has shown through the darkness. Alone, No on is sight, how long must I wait? How much longer will this take?

    My mind races of thoughts that I dont let the world know. Another sleepless night has escaped me once again. I still continue to go on with a smile and pretend that nothing has fazed me. I go on only wishing it could change. Knowing that my pleas will never be answered. I will go on with my cries unheard.

    Taken in a dark room, alone with a man I knew nothing about. A child afraid to sleep alone, when family is around. When no ones around only then she knows true peace..always alone.

    Tried of hearing my Mothers screams in my mind when I wonder into my past. Tried of the pain I cant forget. Only seeing one way out but unwilling to leave the ones I love behind. But still unloved enough to take the chance.

    Unable to move, unable to look the other way, unable to help. Then left alone in a cold world as she passed on. Her last words were spoken to me. Unable to control the tears, Unable to let go, unable to get past the pain.

    I walk by myself, keeping all a distant to me. Afraid to feel the pain again. Learning from my past. Unwilling moving away from happiness that I seek.

    This is the real me. Can you began to understand? Can you comfort me and ease my pain? Will you walk away like the rest? Taking the light I worked so hard to make? My life is slipping through my hand. Unable to control whats wrong with me. Unable to fix it. So I leave it broken and untouched. Unable to see past the tears. Unable to forgive for the pain. Unable to let go of the past. Unable to see the future.