• The pain within me burns deep into the core of my soul.
    I've lost me mom and my friends I've no where else to go.
    The bottle is my best friend now, it eases the pain some what.
    There's always the morning after so I take another shot.
    It gets to the point where I can't survive without a drink each day.
    I struggle to get through my ruined life, I wish i could break away.
    Someday soon the time to put an end to this
    To get away from this stinking world to get through this life and rebel.
    But the past is gone and I see no future. I am at the end of my line.
    I live for nothing else in the the world but to save for whiskey, beer, and wine.
    This torturous battle of life and death is tearing me apart inside.
    I've no one to express my agony to, so the pain and tears I hide.
    It's so hard to put into words all the feeling that build up in my heart.
    Nobody understands how I hate myself. I wish I could make a new start.
    Why can't god just let me die? Can't he see what's happining to me?
    I want to get away from this world and fall into eternal sleep.
    I see now the point in living each day just brings new sorrow.
    I've been drunk everyday for a week
    and I'll be drunk again tomarrow.
    I need someone to help me but nobody knows how I feel.
    The painful memories of years ago is making life unreal.
    I can't go on like this just drinking my life away.
    But I can't bare the thought of living another day.
    I feel like I have been betrayed by God, my mother, and my friends.
    But I know that very soon I'll bring my life to an end.
    People will try to stop me. They'll tell me that they care.
    I know I want to believe them but their lies are everywhere
    And so I depart from this hateful world I've suffered in for many years.
    I leave behind my memories of pain and sorrow and hidden tears.