• Yes i smiled and laughed with you,
    acted like nothing was wrong.
    All-the-while i wore a mask my secrets untold.

    I once was happy and carefree,
    but now life has changed.

    I see the world diffrently
    It is cold and cruel
    a bleak and weary place...

    I watch you go on being happy...
    All-the-while i wish i could be
    as you are now... i run, and play
    and laugh for no reason... but
    all i doing is laughing off the pain...
    nobody sees this but i am...
    jealousy is here now... i want
    to be happy.. jealousy has set in...
    why cant i just be happy?.....
    Ive told you my secrets... you say you undertand...
    but nobody knows how i feel... or will
    ever unstand the pain i go through daily....