I'm Sorry Julie

• Artist: UC Poika
• Description: Since I survived a friend's suicide I have given here as accurate an account as I could manage of a true event. Please folks don't take suicide lightly. It is real.
• Date: 03/07/2009
• Tags: demons madness suicide murder

I’M SORRY JULIE
by Just_Fn_Crazy

They came in the night
Demons out of the darkness
And in my fear
I sent half to you
Not really believing
They were real
But part of my madness.

Your brother stopped by
And gave me the news.
He said you blew
Your heart away
With a shotgun blast,
Hoping to escape
The demons that bothered you.

Now even when the sun shines
And Sanity shows herself
To me it is sadness
For I have with my madness
Murdered my friend
With her own hand.

Is it not fitting
That I am at all times
A little sad.
I am so sorry, Julie,
But must live with it
For even in death
There is no escaping
The things I have done.

Comments

[NoirGenesis00]

That was beautiful and sad, and I know what you are going through because Iwent through the same thing. Don't blame yourself for it, because as long as they're in a better place and are no longer suffering, you have nothing to greve about anymore. As long as they'e no longer in pain, I can rest easy.

[NoirGenesis00]

That was truly beautiful and sad, and Iknow how you feel because I went through the same thing. It'll be okay, as long as they're in a better place now there's no reason to blame yourself or grieve. Just be happy they're not suffering anymore.

[Faded Dreams5]

This was really sad and pretty good poetry too. I liked the use of demons in the poem--very good symbolism.

[I M Simi 2]

So Sorry Papa T~T

[FuriazFTW]

This poem really spoke to me. I've been through a similar situation as you... have you ever heard of the Pesche murder?

I'm going to write a non-fiction story of that, you've inspired me.

5/5.

[completely generic name]

wow..you surely have a way with words!
its so sad... 5/5

[sweet treat 1316]

wow... that is serious poetry. i feel horrible... but i luv it. 5/5.