• I appologize in advance fo any and all spelling errors.
    In this world, i have noticed many things. one of them being how human beings can't seem to understand what they dont want to know. these are not facts, nor are they ment to be turned into a long-lasting story or novel. these are my notes and my personal opinions on the world. if you must classify them, then i would say that they are things that i bekieve. as i said, opnions.

    It started when i was 11. I noticed that, going into middle school, my peers seemed to use thier minds less, and trusted what eachother said absolutely, only to be crushed(mentaly) by one another. I could never force this trust into myself, and therefore never got crushed as i knew i would.

    Of course i couldn't avoid trust compleatly. I had a crush, and he brole my heart. that is how things go in this world, and i accepted it. I also learned about the dangers of hope.

    I, being human, had hopes and dreams. i wanted to be the top of my class, wanted to star in the Olympics, become a world-known scientist. After getting beat down over and over for my dreams and goals, i started to wonder why it hurt so much. looking into it, i relized that hope has a way of destorying people.

    Like many teenagers, i went through the emo-gothic phase. I was very smart in school, and i wanted people to know it. i was very proad of my tests, and it made me happy that people recognized me as "smart". Untill i started getting made fun for it.

    I didnt like fighting phsicly. i wasn't strong, but i had a brain and i used it. i fought with words, not fists. I decided to take the defensive. my stratigy was "act dumb and you'll be fine."

    The point of my long notes is this:
    smart people dont tell that we're smart, hope can harm more than help, and if you have a brain, use it. Don't give it to your friends, because friends aren't forever.

    Again, i apollogize for any and all spelling errors. i'm still in middle school, and have dislexia, so please forgive me.