• RING RING RING
    Of course it my phone it wouldn't make any sence if someone else's phone went off. CLICK.
    "Hey" a girl on the other end says
    I know I heard that voice before but where? Then it hit me.
    "Oh my Gosh!! Amber? Hi wats up??" I heard myself practicly yell
    I heard someone coming I didnt really care I was to confused at the moment. Probably just C. Wait til he knows its his sister! Well he probably already knows 'cause I practily screamed it down the hallway.
    "Leah, Leah!! who's on the phone?" Of course its C, only he could be that oblivious.
    But me being well, Me I got smart.
    "Well I wonder hmp.. I just practicly screamed the name down the hallway and well you tell me."
    Not the greatest yea I know but in a moments notice well thats the best I could do.
    "Leah, I really need to talk to you it really important and I want to be the one to tell you" I heard her whisper, kinda like when she gets done crying or she trying not to.
    "Oh i'm sorry go ahead, Amber."
    And what I thought C was going to do was a whole lot funnier than what he did. Yea I have that kind of humor.
    "Amber? Why is she calling you?"
    "Well I Don't know if you would SHUT UP I geuss I would. don't you think?"
    "I'll find out"
    "What no she called-"
    Of course I was cut off that....
    "Hello?"
    .... OF COURSE SHES WHISPERING!!!!!!!
    "Why I think i'll just call up Leah then you can cut her off and you can tell me how she reacts..", "Yea thats agood way to piss her off" I swear I really do think they do that. just try to find more ways to piss me off I think, No I know they think its funny. Yea THEY all including those butts up in NY (well they liked to be called Dj and sara, but sara died a few years ago. Oh and the butts in KY don't get me started.)
    "No" was all he said and that pulled me out of it I knew something had happened before Ieven looked at his face. My heart sank something bad happened and I don't know what.
    "what?" I asked
    " 'Bye Amber" was all he said. Then he looked at me. Right at me it kinda scared me.
    "Leah, something happened in New York, something terrible."
    I looked at him with pain and fear and a whole lot of haterid and if he was't looking at me he could have heard it in my voice.
    "No dip sherlock!!" I know I shouldn't have been mad at him but he not telling me and I hate that, he knows it but I could tell from the pain in his eyes, this was no joke.
    "Leah, Dj died. He was shot."
    I looked at him and I knew he would tell me but not like that. Those words hit me like a wrecking ball. Before I could stop myself I started to ball, and fall at the same time. Apperently he anticipated this 'cause before I made it very far he caught me. He pulled me up and let me cry on his shoulder I didn't think I was that tall. Of course i'm not. I was balling on his chest in the middle of the hallway. Oh Isn't this peachy. Perfect place if you ask me. NOT!!!
    "No h-h-he can't be." I heard myself mumble
    "i'm sorry" was all he could say after all we've been though. Like the wost part of NY, A prep school, finding out what he was(sorry im not aloud to tell you), finding that my best friend, that I thought hated me, actually belongs with me, then going out with him onlty to have it ripped away (very brutally I might add) AND IM SORRY WAS ALL HE COULD SAY!!!
    " I should have been up there I could have helped of course that came from me and im mumbling now i know why he said i'm sorry(Note to self: Stop jumping to conclusions. a.k.a. STOP GETTING MAD SO EASILY!!! jeez)
    "No then you would have gotten hurt or killed there was nothing we could have done" There finally a resonable answer or sentence none the less when I needed most. what the world happened to the C I knew??
    I finally stopped balling but I still had tears rolling down my cheeks when I heard the one person I didn't want to talk to. The one person I needed but couldn't have. The one person I was forbidden to talk to. The one i belonged with and the one I wanted to be crying on. Kevin.
    " Leah, are you okay?"
    C being the jackass he is. saying to the one person he knew ever really cared for me besides himself be's well a jackass.
    "she's fine"
    "I belive I asked Leah." aww isn't he so sweet?
    They both looked at me. C daring me to speak and Kevin wanting me to speak to prove that no one can control me.
    I looked up and met both their eyes and you know what I going to do what I want. 'Cause the last adult I listened to was when I was in middle school up in New York. And I learned that to survive you have not listen to any one but yourself or the leader of your group and I was the leader. I did pretty good i thought then I decided to come to kentucky.
    " I'm fine thanks"
    Kevin smiled. His new family smirked. And C well he got mad real fast and some of his (and my) friends' jaw's dropped. And they walked away C included. Leaving me standing with my bestfriend, their wost enimies and his new family.